Monday, May 2
YOUR WEEKLY ASTROPROFILE
A sense of frustration, Sam, or the feeling that things are not moving ahead as
quickly as you would like may actually turn out to work in your favor. On Tuesday, Venus in Taurus sextiles Saturn and makes this a good day for business. You will be very aware of the give and take involved in any such situation, and of the need to project a professional image. For much of the week you are free to choose your path ahead without too much interference from the cosmos. Mercury continues to be in your sign, so you are only too happy to speak out about your views and make everyone aware of your thought processes. Jupiter in Libra brings opportunities your way that involve you with others. It is not a good time to do anything alone, as you will gain so much more from working in a partnership. The weekend could be fairly intense, especially if you have a hidden agenda in mind. The Sun squares Neptune and Mercury squares Saturn, so a part of you wants concrete results while another part of you wants to hang loose and go with the flow. Sunday is the time for deep transforming conversations - if you really need to have one.
.a little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregard. 5/02/2005 11:17:00 PM
Tuesday, April 26
[Something weird happen today siA]
i was resting on my sofa watching tt fucking tv at 8pm when i heard "wo!.. WOo!..HAk! pAk!"
and i stare down my windows..4 dark bangladesh appear playing badminton in the badminton court...with 2 lamppost shining brightly on them..
kind of noisy so i just ignore and watch my 'tv' till around 9.55pm..
well..suddenly got the feeling to go toilet..
and when i came back..
"woo..Hak!!..HWA~!!" still goes on..
so i was curious on how come badminton can make them so happy..and stare down..
the weird thing happen..
it was 9.59pm at that moment..
perhaps 40second??.
i wasn't blinking my eyes..
Suddenly..
DINg DoNG DIng DoNg~.. its 10pm and my grandfather clock Bells loud..
as the wind blew against my face..i blink my eyes a moment..
and the 2 public lamp posts shut off..
a total darkness..
and what shock me was...
the group of bagladesh just vanish into the darkness...
.a little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregard. 4/26/2005 10:03:00 PM
Monday, April 4
OK, Sam, there is not that much longer to go before Mercury turns direct in your sign. In fact, next week it will all be over. But there is still a lot you can do to make way for the inevitable changes that are on their way. It is all happening in perfect coordination, so no worries. Tuesday and Wednesday offer a chance to dream and visualize your goals in graphic detail. Not great for practical details, but absolutely fabulous for visualization and also for feeling charitable and helping your fellow human beings. But you also need to know that there is a Solar Eclipse coming up in your sign on Friday, which is going to bring changes in relationships in ways you may not have anticipated. Eclipses often have a way of moving us out of comfort zones and pushing us into situations that we may not feel ready to attempt. The cosmos obviously has other ideas. So if anyone offers you a unique deal then take it, but as for yourself, don't do more than you have to. Wait until the start of the following week before making your move. Mars trines Jupiter and Venus squares Saturn on the same day as the Eclipse, so lucky breaks and delays exist side-by-side.
.a little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregard. 4/04/2005 11:01:00 AM
Monday, March 28
Msg to "your father"
I refer to ur comments in my Co Husband's blog on 27 March 2005, 10.30pm.
Your nickname had gave us an utter bad and disgusting impression.However your nickname "your father" does not show your superiority over people.
From the extract of your comments as well as your nickname, I believe you are such a dogmatic, obnoxious and you do not have a single sense of humour. Neither a person who have an open heart. It is proven that you are obviously detestable and shows totallyimmaturity of mind.
A disgrace to society. It's a pity and a burden to have such a person like you in our country.
People have the liberality or i should say FREEDOM to do the things they desire. Since you have the freedom to express your illogical views here. My CO husbandalso have the freedom to edit pictures and to do things as he likes. It's his creativity that i very much appreciate it.
I would suggest that you should keep these insensible, dim witted comments to yourself.You are in no position to further comment here. Thank you.
[P.S: Stop disturbing my husband]
[Get lost]
.a little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregard. 3/28/2005 01:03:00 AM
Tuesday, March 22
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The Art of CreativenatIon
.a little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregard. 3/22/2005 05:43:00 PM
Monday, March 21
Hows My Merging Skill. NT Bd Hoh
.a little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregard. 3/21/2005 10:13:00 AM
Sunday, March 20
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This is The OutCome of Merging Skill..
.a little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregard. 3/20/2005 10:33:00 PM
Friday, March 18
Wu Jian Dao Remix
.a little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregard. 3/18/2005 08:05:00 PM
hanquan~..
.a little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregard. 3/18/2005 07:59:00 PM
Sunday, March 13
gals are really hard to understand.
and i wonder why almost all the gals say the same thing to me all the time.
cannot be that its conincident all the time mah
well soemthings are really confusing or perhaps im just dumb enough to misunderstand their wordings
initially i just smile off and crawl into my bed. at 3am darkness do overwhealm me and i told myself.no need to think le.and so i choose not to think.and i slept.
but just now i cut my hair.while sitting there. i began to hav illusion and confusion..
really alot of confusion.how come she say.she rather pick someone who is flower hearted.than someone who is devoted to her. reason was that she would not hurt the devoted one. reason was that.she was once hurt in the previous relation and thus she wun put in effort this time. thus.even if flowerman hurt her.she also wun get hurt. its this reason very rediculas..
doesnt she know that. the moment she choose flowerman.she hurt the other man.seeing someone u like being possess by another guy(*who she claimed as.TRY out relationship).be it for ur own good or watever.U already begin to hurt him.no other better reason can replace that.unless u really like that flowerman.
doesnt she know that. she was hurt thus this time would not put in effort.why not try on the nice guy?. how can she so sure she would hurt him.when he wun hurt her for sure?.
how come she rather and confirm that she would get hurt from flowerman.yet still perfer him.abit contradicting.
either way. shes the main character.be with who.she would either getbless or hurt. but she would rather choose a flowerman.where he would hurt her.i tht she say she already had deep wounds tt lasted from last relation.yet she still or might prefer flowerman?..
when relation begins..and both will of couse try to last. who might know if both would really end up together.wat if she and flowerman suddenly realise both are just nice. why cant she think that she and that ncie guy would end up together also?.. isnt it VEry Unfair?
gan qing is manman pei yang..
does she mean that she confirm wun last with flower or whoever. so she rather try out a relation with flower.than since confirm wunlast.thus will hurt him.instead of me(*if she choose me)?..
thats call try out?..that means she would rather let the flower guy hav a moment of beautiful feeling and than crash it out.ratehr than giving it to the nice guy?. cuz the nice guy wun mind if in the end the relation would get crush out.cuz.no one knows the end.
doesnt she know.even just that very little time together.would meant a world to him?.she just felt that in the end.she would hurt him cuz final conclusion she gave herself is..breakoff. Din even try, din even wan to try, nor dare to try. why she cant belive that the nice guy would change her mind of thinking as time pass by?..he can make her slowly devoted to him..things arnt the same when she is with him when compare to her previous relationship. she cant compare herself ..from the pass..and future if she was with the nice guy.she cant.she belive that she would hurt him.couse she is using pass experience as example. Its a pass, to learn and change.not to remember and reuse. moreover. different guy would end up in different situation. never compare or even try to thing or replace.if she cant change. i can change her.if i cant change her.i confrim that i can change the situation when she was with the last guy previously.cuz this time its me.not him.2 different person. green + yellow give u red. green + black would not give u red for sure.it would give u different colour.thats the logic isnt it.
if she relaly dun belive that the nice guy can change her.than why crap the way out and say wat..might rather let a flowerguy hav the chance..
its really.sound unfair.
shes already got hurt by previous relation experience deeply enough.
doesnt she know.if this time a good relation.will cure and even make her forget about past experiences? doesnt she know that...
rather than everyday loney and thus u will think about last time...
or while occupying urself with new relationship would keep u busy from watever past memories that u can think.u wun hav time to think those already.u will at least try to follow up the present relation and i will keep you busy of couse.
to be in a relatinoship.is really very breautiful.it would cheer you up. just that.it would end nice? or not nice.
but i wan her to know...
To keep urself withstrain from any new relationship(as u dun wan to try cuz u confirm tt it would end up the same as last time and u will than daily think about previous memories, and u sad, and continue like that foreveR?..untill when u really one day find tt u can overcome it.yEs.finally.by that time.wun it be late.?) or..
To try out, u wun know if it can last. but at least i know i'll at least try my best to make it last.thats 50% already.you cant promise me that u give me ur every, but i swear to u i'll never miss out anything i gave u..and i'll slowly make u give in to me.and u will realise.wat actually is love.
than to keep winding about previous relation..
isnt it ...
..or isit i really dun undertsand ladies..
and i dun get wat she meant
if i would be anything. I would be your medication
for you
.a little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregard. 3/13/2005 12:43:00 PM
